While our Nan embraced her two young grandsons with warm grandmotherly arms, Pop could be standoffish and a little scary — he had a temper. However, provided we weren’t naughty boys, like talking during the TV news (for which we were banished to “stand in the corner”, facing the walls in silence), he could also be good company.
For a start, Pop had a harmonica. As I recall, he only knew one tune, but he taught us the words, and my brother and I would sing along while Pop puffed away. It was an old folk song about Henry Ford, and thanks to the modern wonder of the Internet, I unearthed the lyrics which I last recited half a century ago:
Henry Ford was a grand old man
Took four wheels and an old tin can
Put ’em together and the darn thing ran
Henry Ford was a grand old man
Pop also taught us how to feed the magpies that nested in the undeveloped bush at the back of our house. We sat next to him on his backyard bench, and he tossed the warbling black and white birds small squares of steak. In the days before David Attenborough on TV, it was an enchanting nature show watching the birds hop over and peck at the squares with their sharp pointed beaks; beaks that at other times would have two young boys ducking in fear from the murderous swooping magpies.
My Pop also showed us the meaning of bravery one evening when there was a knock at the front door during the TV news. Nan opened the door, and a scared young mum pushing a pram told her a strange man in a car was following them down our darkened street. Old Pop got up from his TV chair, grabbed one of our metal tipped, hardwood cricket stumps, and escorted the young woman home. He returned safely a short while later, reporting he’d seen off the “gutless bastard”.
We knew Pop had served in the First World War, but he seldom spoke of it. There was a box of sepia photos of Pop in uniform with his slouch hat in my Nan’s linen cupboard. There was also a dust cloth-covered commemorative chronicle, The Changing of the Guard, Graphic Incidents of the Two World Wars, published by the Australian War Memorial in 1944. It was a large rectangular book, and like a photo album, the publishers had pasted reprints of the black and white photographs accompanying the text onto the pages.
The wartime book was seldom brought out of the cupboard (the photos of Pop in uniform never were). But when it was, my brother and I would pore over the images of soldiers and battle scenes, trying to find our Pop. One time when there was a documentary about World War One on TV, Pop commented on a battle where troops were spilling out of trenches and advancing across muddy fields under heavy enemy fire, “I was there.” My brother and I crept closer to the TV, again hoping to spot Pop — no doubt we earned a gruff rebuke, “Get away from the TV, or you’ll stand in the corner!”
One story I do vividly recall Pop telling me about the war was how he had written home to his father from the trenches, asking him not to let his younger brother, Roly, join the army. Roly was only eighteen-years-old and was keen to serve with his older brothers on the Western Front. In those days, if you were under twenty-one years of age, you needed your parent’s permission to enlist.
The National Archives of Australia details how Pop’s father acceded to Roly’s wishes, allowing him to sign up on 5 February 1917. After basic training, Roly embarked from Albany on 23 July and disembarked in Liverpool on 16 September. He had a period of convalescence in England due to mumps and tonsillitis and then proceeded to France on 23 January 1918. Roly died in Belgium on 19 February. He was nineteen-years-old.
There is no official record of Roly’s death, other than the euphemism, “Killed in Action”. However, Pop’s description of the circumstances to the young me was blunt: “Roly was in the latrine, a shell landed in the trench, the explosion threw him into the air, and he hit the ground and broke his neck.”
My brother and I lived with our grandparents for six years before moving to a new home with our father and step-mother. Pop celebrated his eightieth birthday in 1974 and died three years later from lung cancer, an illness which he kept secret from the family. Ever the non-sentimentalist, he donated his body to science and requested no funeral or service.
Looking back, setting aside being sent to stand in the corner, I have many fond memories of my Pop. But the most profound imprint he made on me, is a deep suspicion of jingoism, “sabre rattling” and glorification of war. Pop wasn’t ashamed of his service, but he had lived through the brutality of the First World War, and it had cost him a brother. I suspect the experience scarred him, and he saw no reason to celebrate it.
That said, on Armistice Day, at eleven o’clock, I like to pause and reflect on the sacrifice made by my Pop, his brother Roly, and all soldiers on both sides of the bloody Flanders Fields. If only the Great War had been “the war to end all wars”.
Now that’s something that surely would have made my leathery and taciturn Pop smile!
© 2018 Robert Fairhead
Welcome to the blog posts and selected writing of a middle-aged dad and dog owner. Robert Fairhead is writer and editor at Tall And True, an online showcase and forum for writers, readers and publishers. His book reviews and other writing have appeared in various print and online media. And he has published two collections of short stories, Both Sides of the Story (2020) and Twelve Furious Months (2021).